Coping and compensating

Early in December I got another devastating diagnosis – this time it’s an aggressive Leukemia. I’ve been away from home since Dec. 9, with the exception of 2 days in January. I must stay within 30 minutes of the cancer treatment center and my home is much farther away than that.

I’ll be here until the end of May/early June. Since I have my sewing machine, and I didn’t want to waste opportunity, I bought fabric, needles, thread, notions, zippers, and more. I even found someone selling a pound of fabric strips from bolt ends, great variety and well worth the price. I’ll have the flea market booth again this summer and it’s a great time to create homemade quilted goods to sell. That’s the coping – with boredom.

Compensating – I have peripheral neuropathy which has only become worse with the new chemo I’ve been given. My fingers are tingly and going numb, to match my feet and lower legs. I compensate visually – I have to look at everything I do and touch. The sensation in my fingers is like I’ve stuck my wet hands in sand and can’t get any of it off. I found out with iron-on stabilizer that I have to rub it against my cheek to find the rough side. There are a lot of ways to compensate, I just have to find them. Doing without quilting is NOT an option!

I had a stem cell transplant and I’m on an anti-rejection medication that gives me tremors. Have you tried to cut a straight line while your hand jiggles uncontrollably? The good news is that I’m almost at the point they will discontinue that medication and I’ll really be able to speed up.

Enjoy this little photo gallery of items I have sewn to sell. Some look unfinished, I’ll add details after I finally get home. If you have more suggestions, I’d love to hear about them! These are mostly zipper pouches, but I’ll also make hotpads, drink coasters, and anything else that catches my eye, from photos on the internet.

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